ItsTimeWeAllStartAnew

2007-10-21T22:43:00.000+10:00

this post is SO overdue
HAHA

uni term is coming to an end
back to all the mugging
) :
i have major catching up t do for macroecons and QM

besides all the uni stuff
i still managed to find god and talk t him
( :

week after week
i feel his presence more and more
in church and out of church

i've been praying
and i know god will not foresake me

when we're left alone at a cliff
god will either catch us when we fall or teach us how to fly
i know god has a plan for me
and im waiting for that plan t slowly unfold
i just have t continue praying and dont give up

very very soon i'll be back in sg
yay!

oh ya
baby's gonna start army real real soon
time t see baby tough it out in the army
HAHAHA

<3

2007-09-25T14:16:00.000+10:00

1 week of hol gone
and it was COMPLETELY UNPRODUCTIVE
spent most of my time rotting at home

wanted t bake
but was lazy
wanted t study
but kept procrastinating

im so dead
now this week i have t produce 4essays!

highlight of my hols
royal melbourne show!
( :

went yest
kinda overspent what i had planned t spend there
but i had so much fun
the rides
the showbags
finally bought my wings and halo
HAHA
took the ferris wheel
never taken one before
(yes i know, i'm such a loser)
the view was great
played bumber car too
reminds me of the younger days when i always wanted t play
but mummy wld claim its too dangerous
and there was fireworks and a laser show
so we stayed till the night
wasnt as good as i hoped it t be
but good enough

OH YA
let me introduce my latest craze
FANTASY STOCK EXCHANGE
its an application on facebook
its like playing the real stock market cause it follows the NYSE
just that its using virtual money

i was on my way to making my first million
until i lose $32k last night
how great

i never knew there was a coperate side in me until i played FSX
hahaha

okay
now back to reading my sources for my essay

new war?
old war?

i'm just as confused as you are

=x

2007-09-11T01:02:00.000+10:00

been awhile since i blogged

i dont like QM
) :
QM makes linette a really really unhappy girl

QM test on wed
and im so not prepared for it

oh ya
last week of sch
and its hols for 2 weeks!

( :

2007-09-03T01:30:00.000+10:00

went t church today
wooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooo

it was the recording of planetshakers new cd
so worship was awesome!
and sermon was even better!

cause it was the recording of the new cd
sermon was bout C and D
it had 4 C and Ds

CHRIST DIED
CRUSHED DEVIL
CONQUERED DEATH
CANCELED DEBT

it was short
yet powerful message

cleared 2 essays last wk
hopefully can do some revision this week
( :

2007-08-26T21:42:00.000+10:00

LET GO!
LET GOD!

that was the crux of today's sermon
the pastor summarized the whole book of Philimon
we must learn how to let go and leave it up to god
( :

there's freedom in the name of jesus
freedom from all shame
there's freedom in the name of jesus
freedom from all sin

econs essay due wed
) :
so much of work t catch up on

i shall make tml productive after having a SUPER DUPER un-productive weekend
XD

2007-08-23T01:46:00.000+10:00

had cell over at my place last night
kinda of a house blessing

it was like
everyone could feel god's presence
it was just amazing
( :

bible study was watching a video
it was by Louie Giglio on his "how great is our god tour"
it was just amazing
like the way he used science to tie in with god
gosh
loved the part where he talked bout laminin

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ejj51hNIL3E

this really shows how great is our god
go take a look at the link
you wouldnt regret
( :

had QM tut today
i wasnt such of a idiot after all!
HAHA
i could do my excel stuff
and i gt them right!

OH OH OH
i went t the gym yest
made full use of my apartment
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

2007-08-22T23:39:00.000+10:00

2007-08-19T22:07:00.000+10:00

new house!
will post up pics soon

( :

assignments are coming in
stuck on my global politics essay now
argh
realism
feminism

like anyone cares bout it now a days?!

have been sleeping late the past few days
however i still get up pretty early
i think its the new bed
lol
i feel more energetic when i wake up
no more lazing ard in bed

went t church today
sermon was bout faith
instead of saying "i hope to do this"
i should be saying "im glad i did this"

dear god
i havent been a good girl
i dont just want t be a christian on sundays
i want to be a girl of god everyday
no more putting other things first
no more excessive worrying
cause so long as i know i put u first
everything will be okay

2007-08-04T23:47:00.000+10:00

im moving house

its officially!

XD

gonna move in with rachel
so cool so cool
i cant wait t use the oven and bake!

and my place is unfurnished
so i gt t buy my own furniture
work ard my budget and decorate the place nicely
i like!

white bed
black table
pink chair
yellow frangipani poster
white table lamp

so cool so cool

and since now i'll be staying with a med student
i'll have motivation t study
lol

off t church tml
wanted t sign for DNA (kinda like Alpha course in sg)
but its full
so see how it goes
then once im done with DNA
i can do planetkids
WOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHOOOOOOOOO

2007-07-29T00:47:00.000+10:00

ever let your parents down before?

damn

i've done it
not once
not twice
like 982347873242364723 times

god told me sth
that's why i decided t face up t whatever i had done
i'm not gonna let anything in my way
( :

its kinda funny
sometimes i think
i'm actually really lucky
going overseas t study and stuff
yet i mis use it all the time
damn

i like melb
but i like my family more

family is everything huh?

<3

2007-07-26T00:02:00.000+10:00

i feel...

relieved

( :

had some random dream last night
it had one simple message

family will always be family

no matter what wrong you do
because they are family
they will forgive you

i have a great family
( :

uni has started
argh
i dont like the sound of calculating GNP and using excel for my QM
at least global politics is fun
cold war, WMD, liberlism

cause first week tuts are cancelled
i have a 10am and 2pm lecture tml
how great!

2007-07-22T15:33:00.000+10:00

wet

cold

miserable

melbourne

linette is very unhappy

2007-07-19T00:50:00.000+10:00

so fast and im going back
) :

i dont wanna go back

i wanna enjoy eating at hawker centres
taking bus rides
or even drinking milk tea

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

i so dont wanna go back

im gonna miss everyone
) :

back to the cold miserable weather of melbourne
and back to writing ~~2000~~ 5000 word essays

2007-07-14T01:57:00.000+10:00

i finally cut my hair
and im glad i did!
no bangs but nice short hair
( :

met sam&jialin at holland v today
have not seen them in ages
sat down and bitch so badly
lol
was suppose t go cut hair
but ended up talking t them for so long that i had t cut hair at night
so called mummy t tell her i wasnt eating

went down t chapter2 after that to cut my hair
wasnt very keen at first t cut short hair
but i was like
"heck it! just cut then"
so left everything in the hands of my stylist
and she did a good job
will post pics soon i hope
haha

sherman says my new hair cut makes my eyes look bigger
lol

went t glutten bay t have dinner
ate satay and chicken wings
back to the good old days
haha

i sure had fun today
and for some unknown reason
i felt happier after cutting hair

HAHA

2007-07-11T01:34:00.000+10:00

lets see what have i been up to
hmmmmm

watched die hard 4
nice movie actually considering im not an action movie person
went t brmc on sunday
sermon was bout how each of us has special spiritual gifts from god
i wonder what's mine?
lol
had lunch at marriot on sunday
was GOOD
did some shopping with mummy
i like!
im so gonna miss mummy when i go back

OH OH OH
i got my paddington
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

im going back next thur
so fast
) :

2007-07-06T01:08:00.001+10:00

mon went t east coast park with grace, tianwei & sherman
omg
i actually roller blade for like 3hrs?!
i kept falling at first but i told myself i can do it
and i did it!
( :

east coast park was just so peaceful
roller blading with the wind in your face and looking at the sea out there
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

i know this sounds lame
but i havent been t east coast park in ages!

went t watch transformers on tue
im not exactly the action robot person
but transformers was good
( :
the story line and graphics was good
i actually paid attention t the whole movie!
haha

wanted t stay home on wed
but i had t go fix my phone
cause for some unknown reason i couldnt receive incoming calls
so went t suntec t get it fixed
walked ard at marina and esplanade
before settling at max branners at esplanade
not as good as the one in melb though

just gt back from dinner
im so full!
food just kept coming and coming
went t peach garden at ocbc building
its on the 33rd floor so the view was really pretty

and im down with the flu
argh
everyone infecting me left right centre
from mummy t daddy t bell

but i dont wanna stay home tml and rot like today and continue t get sick
) :

2007-07-02T02:51:00.000+10:00

have nt blogged in awhile so here it goes

had chicken rice that day
omg
i <3 s'pore
HAHA
then went t vivocity
nth much t shop there
ended up at bakerzin t have coffee
wanted t take bus back
but for some unknown reason i couldnt get to the right bus stop
so after waiting for like 1/2 an hr
i decided t take a cab home
i felt so stupid then la
lol

next day went town
walked around
couldnt find anything t buy even though bell insisted there was stuff

friday went t the east!
cabbed t sherman's place
then went t marc's place
and off t metro at century sq
omg
first time time
very bimbo right?
lol
bought a pair of levis jeans
liked the colour-blue-ish black
( :

sat back t town cause grace wanted t shop
ended up buying a bag for myself
FINALLY I GT MY BLACK BAG
XD

went t have lunch at food republic and sushi tei
i felt like a pig after that
lol
wanted t watch movie but tickets for transformers were all sold out
argh

sunday!
went t fcbc
sermon was bout giving
its true how giving brings alot of joy
( :
let us all be givers!
but before that we must receive
so faster receive from god and we can all be cheerful givers!

guess where i'm going tml?
east coast park!
WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2007-06-27T13:09:00.000+10:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

its so good t be home
( :
nothing beats home

flight was full
but smart me went t check in online so i got a pretty good seat
my fav window seat
sat next t this elderly couple who were on their first international flight
so cute!
had t teach them how t use the krisworld thingy
and explained t them what t do what not t do
lol

mummy picked me up from the airport
so glad t see her
came back
saw daddy, bell, aunty helen
omg
i freaking missed home

gonna meet grace ltr and BITCH!
XD
yay!
i've got so much t tell her

then off t eat chicken rice with that someone
( :

dont you guys love singapore?
cause i do!

2007-06-20T01:07:00.000+10:00

happy birthday to me!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO

okay
my consolation for not going back sg for my bday

celebrating my bday the whole entire weekend
HAHA

from steamboat to alcohol to good food

whahahahahaha

im one happy girl
XD

thanks to all those who wished me
love you loads! <3

bday makes me not want t think bout melb's crap weather

( :

2007-06-19T02:59:00.000+10:00

HOME

) :

2007-06-11T04:42:00.001+10:00

sermon today was bout god's amazing grace

( :

remember the story where jesus told the men
if they had no sin they could stone the woman who had commited adultry?

its in john
go find it

it talked bout how jesus forgave the woman
instead of throwing rocks at her he chose the become the stone in her life
which would build her

jesus is great huh?

( :

management exam on wed
globalization essay due on wed too

jia you!

2007-06-07T17:25:00.000+10:00

i still dont have a flight back home before my bday
) :

have been wanting t blog
but have been so busy
rushing MPS essay now
argh

econs exam was alright
or rather it was good!
i prayed bout it
and it went well
EXCEPT i forgot how t do the most simple quest
HOW TO CALCULATE VARIABLE COST

pppppppppppppppffffffffffffffffffffffttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

but overall i'm pretty happy bout it
hard work pays off
( :

1 more exam
1 more essay for sociology

and i'm done!

I CANT BELIEVE I'M TURINING 19 IN 12DAYS

2007-05-29T21:57:00.000+10:00

another day of econs
argh

and melb is funky
there was like a hurrican/typhoon happening here
after 9837384728364782 days of drought there comes a day where there is a thunderstorm and gail force winds
like HELLO

was reading bell's blog
she's got new stuff!
im depressed
new stuff + akashi

HAHA

that's her motivation for Os
my motivation is simple-stay in melb for one more yr
haha

if my sis can do it
so can i!

even though exams are slowly creeping by
im starting to feel the agony of it
but i know if i put in my best and leave the rest up t god
all will go well

XD

isnt god amazing?
( :

2007-05-29T00:09:00.000+10:00

) :

econs exam next monday
and then management exam on 13th

booooooohoooooooo

im still not done studying

spent my day at library
did econs followed by research for media essay
writing on war for media essay
argh

gonna slp soon
another day of econs and more words t write

wish me all the best

=x

2007-05-22T21:38:00.000+10:00

I SAW A RAINBOW!

and what does rainbow means?

it's a sign of god's promises

(got it of bell at the beginning of the yr)

rainbow rainbow rainbow

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

it was like huge!
and there was like more than one!

finally t get myself away from the cold

its cold here in melb
i dont like it
argh

oh
had steamboat dinner tonight
i felt like i was in china
the freaking menu was in chinese!
i had t figure out what quail eggs were in chinese
-_-

overall dinner was good
( :

made me miss home even more though

oh wells
2 major essays
2 exams
and im off back home

hoping to get out of melb asap
but there arent no flights
so pretty please pray with me okays?

i so wanna go back

i miss mummy

2007-05-17T23:48:00.000+10:00

tears
lies

god
i ask you t help sherman
he needs help
alot of help
i pray that you help him from running away
i thank you for marc too
thank you for my friends who have stood by me

( :

so god
i just want t lift everything up t u
and may u just ur holy spirit

amen

the fun
the laughter

i miss them

2007-05-13T23:49:00.000+10:00

happy mummy day!

i <3 mummy!

cause she suffer for me

there's just so much mummy has done for me

i miss mummy
i want t go back home

i miss home too

: (

pastor at church today mentioned about how god sees a potential in all of us
that's like totally true
cause if not i wouldnt be in uni
its like i never thought i would go t uni
but i know god sees a potential in me
its because he loves us
that we love others

listening t songs on my windows player when this song came up

2007-05-09T00:51:00.000+10:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mHA34jU445E&mode=related&search=

was taking t marc ealier on
he asked me t watch this

at cell the other day
we were talking bout how god tasted like
and he tasted sweet
some of us may have tasted that
some may not
but the ones who have tasted and forgotten the taste are the ones we should pray for

i forgot how god tasted like
but after that day
i remembered
it was really really sweet
and this video made me remember that day
and i wanna taste more of god!

XD

2007-05-07T21:43:00.000+10:00

i'm sick
) :

i dont like being sick

and i have 1 more essay t go
due on fri

i want t go home
i really wanna go home
like now

uni is so not funny anymore

2007-05-03T21:56:00.000+10:00

i have panda eyes

ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

stayed up ALL night
and i mean all night t finish up my essays
i slept at like 8am - 10am ish?
argh

im so dead tired

so to reward myself for being SOOOOO hardworking
HAHA
i caught spiderman3
a lil long
butt was aching
but it was nice!
worth watching

i'm off t bed
i'm so in need of slp

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2007-05-02T02:42:00.000+10:00

something sam sent me

thought it was rather meaningful

so spend some time reading it alright?

( :

The Mayonnaise Jar and the 2 Cups of Coffee

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things-God, your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions-and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car. The sand is everything else-the small stuff."

"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you.

"Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first-the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."

2007-05-01T20:33:00.000+10:00

lalalalallalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

im in the library now
doing my assignments

econs make me cranky

and im hungry

) :

essay + cranky + hunger = a VERY VERY sad linette

2007-04-27T01:41:00.000+10:00

firstly
congrats t bell for getting gold with honours
( :

AND ITS ALL THANKS TO WHO??

OUR FATHER ABOVE

( :

end of the week
i cant wait

and i have t do essays due next week
or rather CHURN out essays

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

and im still lagging behind in sch
esp econs

can somebody tell me what the *toot* is a public good?
isnt it sth sold in the public market?

argh

2007-04-24T22:38:00.000+10:00

again i have not blogged in awhile

omg
melb is nonsense!
shit weather
veg&fruit prices increasing cause there is a drought
AND AND AND
my sch had a lockdown yest
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

gas leak
didnt know it was so severe

but it was still hilarious
everyone was just crowding around
and being BIG FAT KAY POs
while i decided t go home t catch some slp
lol

a H2A for media essay
i like!

i have my timetable up
now all i have to do is implement it
wish me all the best!

XD

and yes
tml would be 4mths
<3

2007-04-16T19:28:00.000+10:00

first day of term2

: ) and : ( too

got back management and econs assignments
a H2 and a pass

argh

i thought i could have done better for econs
management was pretty okay
quite satisfied with it

damn econs
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

term2 i shall bring the house down!
WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

enough of letting people down
-family
-friends (you! yes you!)
-eric lim HAHA
-and definetly him <3

i actually feel like doing up a timetable
HAHA
its not a first for me
but definetly if i stick to it
it will be a first
XD

so give me the willpower people!

and HOW CAN I FORGET!
the lord my god
cause i know if i believe
and i put in effort
i will be able to reap the rewards

he will guide us
yes he will
all you need is to believe

2007-04-11T16:56:00.000+10:00

im officially a bum this hol
HAHA

watched mr beans holiday yest
it was actually funny (DUH) and nice!
nice cause it had a story line
lol

OH YA
i actully met my neighbour from singapore
like direct neighbour
we like live next t each other
and i actually met her here in melb!
so we went out for dinner
caught up on the times where we would go out every evening and play
and where we would scream our lungs out
no matter how busy we were
4-6pm was the time where all the neighbours would come out
those were the days

im halfway tru my hols
and i have yet t do sth

) :

oh wells
its my time t enjoy
cause term2 will be tough
really tough

2007-04-08T01:13:00.000+10:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

its the hols

and im done with all my assignments!
: )

time to relax and enjoy!

and now i have more time to blog too

bell's not on skype
i wonder where everyone is.....

HAHA

2007-03-30T22:59:00.000+10:00

okay
i know its been awhile

4hrs of slp a day
little food
all just to churn out essays
2 down
2 more to go
) :

i've typed so much my eyes are gonna pop out
i've stayed so long at the library i can prob remember the whole collection

my body clock is screwed
argh

1 more week t 'ping'
then its hols!

( :

2007-03-20T19:52:00.000+11:00

busy busy busy
so many assignments up my neck

so many things to do
so little time
why dont we have 48hrs a day?
) :

my table is all so messy
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

mummy and daddy's off t yangon and china respectively
bell's all alone at home
everything will be fine!
bell can take care of herself
daddy must be having fun that's why he didnt call me yest
HAHA
mummy cant call cause she is in some ulu part

prob gonna do my econs ltr
no more opportunity cost
its all bout elasticity now

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2007-03-15T00:27:00.000+11:00

now for the not-so-nice side of uni

20/3 econs quiz
29/3 econs essay
30/3 management essay
2/4 media, politics & society essay
5/4 globalization, the social identity essay

made a trip to the library today to gt my resouces for my MPS essay
thankfully i learnt some stuff in trinity which i can use for my essay
if not
I'M DEAD

long day tml
) :

2007-03-09T16:46:00.000+11:00

went to the doc this morning

conclusion : Tonsillities

he jabbed my ass and ask me t take a blood test too

now my ass and arm is sore

wth

2007-03-08T21:56:00.000+11:00

38.6 degree celcius

fuck

2007-03-06T23:11:00.000+11:00

sick!

) :

didnt go to sch today
was having a freaking fever
panadol was my best friend today!

cooked chicken porridge for myself
wasnt too bad

i hate getting sick
i have t take care of myself
no mummy
no aunty helen
) :

argh

back to sch tml!

2007-03-05T23:01:00.000+11:00

management and econs tut today

management's a pretty dry topic
but my tut was fun
learnt quite abit today
and i thought my general knowledge was good
till i went for managment this morning

"who's the CEO of qantas?"
"how much in depesit is Aust in?"

there was more random quest
lol

econs was a lil challenging
had to recall what i learnt in jc

opportunity cost?
sunk cost?
marginal cost?
marginal benefit?

omg

i realize with my new apartment
i dont tram to sch
or rather i cant tram to sch!
morning walks are enjoyable
and i gt to loose weight!

(which everyone says i have)

yay!

back to my lovely opportunity costs!

2007-03-04T23:31:00.000+11:00

"we are the salt of the earth"

went to planetshakers today
sermon was just so fufilling
it talked about how we are the salt
and cause we have god
we have flavour
and because we have this flavour
other people can see god in us

it was just all about how god loves us
we will never fall out of love with god
only fall in love deeper
( :

i rememeber telling sherman once
"its okay if i dont have you i have god"

HAHHAHAAHAHAHHA

was in the shower just now
didnt know my skype wasnt working
mummy was freaking out and started calling each other
at first
i really thought she was nuts
like totally
lol
but then i realized
if mummy didnt love me
she wouldnt have freaked out

okay

i love you mummy!

(dont think she will see this though
but i still love her)

2007-03-02T23:38:00.000+11:00

one week of sch just ended

uni life is just so good
although my books and notes are all so thick
and i have so so so much to read

at least i'm enjoying you!

( :

2007-02-26T22:46:00.000+11:00

first day of uni!
( :

nice nice
i'm in uni
UNI!

had management and econs tut today
i was like the only singaporean in the class
and one aussie guy who went sg for hols claimed that sg has 8mil people
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

one word sums up today : GREAT

2007-02-23T17:55:00.000+11:00

another busy day of running up and down to buy stuff t fill my place
have not sit down and rest properly
didnt even have a proper dinner last night
oops
lol
but i miss crunchy nut ceral so it was my dinner
HAHA
im determined t cook a nice dinner today
pasta?
( :

went t uni for the clubs and societies fair
and guess what i joined?
tawaines socitey
like omg
joined australsians too
another omg
was suppose t go join OCF
prob ask ard when i go back church this sunday

uni life is way cooler than sec/high sch life

i gt t pick subjects i wanna do
i gt t wear cool stuff t uni
i gt nice big lecture halls

im so excited

and i cant wait for the late nights too
the library visits and pigging out with tim tams

this is why i love melb

2007-02-22T23:39:00.000+11:00

paddington

COME TO MAMA!

crap
i still cant over my paddigton

2007-02-22T23:10:00.000+11:00

went t uni this morning
did my student card
pretty happy with the picture
lol
its gonna last me 3yrs
so it better be nice
HAHA

went t safeway t stock up on groceries
gosh
i have t start from scratch
there's like nothing
i have t buy from oil to salt,
from ceral to milk.
carried like 5million stuff back
lol

i'm like super tired
overslept this morning
was suppsose t meet claire and sarah at 11am
woke up at 1120am
HAHA

managed t finish un-pack everything
( :
like finally

back to school on monday
i cant wait!

2007-02-21T19:54:00.000+11:00

i'm here in melb
in my new apartment
small but cosy
i like!

went down t uni t gt enrolled and pick my subjects
so here they go

semester one

media, politics and society
globalisation, the society and identity
introductory microeconomics
managing people and organisations

semester two

global politics
introductory macroeconomics
quantitative methods 1
business in the global economy

so now i'm just waiting for my timetable to be generated
( :

jia you netty!

2007-02-19T03:44:00.000+11:00

went t uncle james place for dinner today
open house!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

saw johnathan
HAHA
my childhood best friend whom i used t play with ALOT
saw lots of familar faces
collected lots of ang paos too

but the $$ comes with responsibility
the more $$ the bigger the responsibility
the harder i have to study hard
so i wont let them down

( :

all a sudden i feel tired
i feel lonely
like there's noone in this world i can count on

i'm just thinking funny today
very funny thinking

2007-02-18T02:52:00.000+11:00

happy chinese new yr!

let's all collect more ang paos this yr!

HAHA

had reunion dinner
yay!
good food good food
XD

<3 family

2007-02-16T00:12:00.000+11:00

okay
long post

i just hate it when ppl question me bout studying hard
cause i know i did
i studied so much harder last yr than all my yrs in sg
why?
cause i enjoy studying there
i dont know why
but the staying up late and munching on tim tams
lol
dont ask me why my yr end results were crap
that i cant answer you

god has a plan for each and everyone of us
and if we really listen
use our heart to listen
we will know what it is

"is it god talking or the devil?"
it felt funny
funny in a hurtful way

"you're beyond hope"
that felt funny too

i guess no one really knows what i'm thinking
haha
my plans, my goals, my achievements

i can make it!
of course i can!
cause i can do everything in christ who strengths me

its funny how we judge people
judge people based on academics
or even by looks
or by actions
aren't we like in no position to judge?

sometimes within the screams of ppl
you catch the words of love
the words which mean the most
"i love you"

back to melb in 5 days
but the love will continue

( :

2007-02-15T01:04:00.000+11:00

happy valentines day sherman!

morning didnt start off too well
mummy was being annoying
could not have dinner with him

anyways met him at grand copthorne waterfront
the same place we met the first time
the room was beyond nice
the view
everything
there was flowers and chocs
( :
more than anything i could ask for
and yes
pretty tulips
HAHA

we partially fufilled our chocolate fantasy
lol
( inside joke )
HAHAHAHAHAHA

i fell asleep in his arms
i wish time could stop then

its less than a week before i go back
but i know my holiday back in sg was well spent

( :

happy valentines day all!

Flower: Red Tulip
Symbolic Meaning: You are the Perfect Lover, Perfect Love

2007-02-14T03:10:00.000+11:00

its Valentines Day
but its too commercialised
that's how i feel

lol

the giving of flowers, chocs, etc
why cant everyday be the day of expressing love?
why must ppl express love once in 365days?
HAHA

but this yr
its special
i found someone to spend it with
and i fell into the commercilisation of V day
cause i bought sherman a V day card
HAHA

2007-02-12T02:08:00.000+11:00

total sales = miserable

) :

my first business venture failed!

went t 830am church today
after that came home then went t town
bought my new phone
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
nokia 7390
( :
shopped around
mummy bought daddy's phone too!

came back
then went t ah chye kor kor's place for dinner
freaking projetor screen in his home la
wth
HAHA

i'm going back next tue

omg

2007-02-10T01:26:00.000+11:00

1st day of sale

nothing!
) :
except for a pair of earrings

PEOPLE
COME COME!

XD

sherman
things will change
but i'm sure we will change to adapt to those changes
and we will still have each other

<3

2007-02-08T02:20:00.000+11:00

happy birthday mummy!

HAHA

i love mummy!
without mummy i wouldnt have gone t melb
without mummy i wouldnt have money t spend
without mummy i wouldnt even be here

mummy rocks!
( :

went t crystal jade for dinner
daddy ordered good food
lobster noodle was one of them

yummy

then we had bday cake too
awfully chocolate

today was fun fun
did notebooks again
sherman came over and helped me with stuff
then we all went down town t eat and deliver the cake t the restaurant

i didnt know why
i just felt like hugging him alot today
= x

mummy's pretty okay with it
she just keeps telling me t encourage him t study
which is very true
cause no mummy would want their daughter t suffer right?

yay!

i <3 mummy!

ps: thank you god for mummy!

2007-02-07T01:45:00.000+11:00

did more notebooks today!

(picture courtesy of shawna ( : )

sherman came over t my place
he was suppose t help
but came my place and slack
idiot!
HAHA

PEOPLE OF THE WORLD
COME DOWN TO SCHOOL OF ECONOMICS & SOCIAL SCIENCES @ SMU
THIS FRI-SUNDAY TO GET THESE PRETTY NOTEBOOKS

( :

2007-02-06T02:56:00.000+11:00

went t do my medical for visa this morning
walked ard town then went t vivocity t meet sherman
- first time im using his name
cause i realize next time when i look back at my posts i will not know who "he" is
HAHA

went t watch apocalypto
i think its kinda overrated
it was like super long la
lol
but its the company which counts
( :

walked around vivo
then sat down at the rooftop
he started t gt emo and stuff
it was bad
) :

i dont like the emo him

came back and had t rush out for wedding dinner
mummy's cousin's wedding dinner
met like a gazillion ppl
lol

the host at the wedding said this
"let their love be modern to overcome time yet old fashioned to last forever"

thought it was pretty nice
HAHAHA

2007-02-05T03:22:00.000+11:00

went t work this morning with hatc
fun!
althought the class was super annoying
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
ruin my sunday morning
HAHA

met up with familiar faces
i swear this is one of the few jobs i seriously enjoy doing
( :

met him at jurong east after that
took mrt all the way down t orchard
he was being mean
took the longer route just so he could spend more time with me
lol
went town t meet mummy cause she asked me if i wanted t buy a new phone
didnt really see anything i liked
so next week then!

claire sarah & shawna came over my place just now
t do stuff from friday
finally our words become actions
we've been wanting t set up a stall for ages
HAHA

had fun making the stuff and playing ard
hit my head somemore
lol

cause i was so busy and stuff
i didnt really have time t msg him
) :
he was getting a lil upset
or actually very upset

its not the things you buy
(although i havent really gotten anything)
or the big big stuff you do
its all the small tiny things which make me happy
just like when i was lying on u on the train cause i was tired
you held my hand
( :

and i just realized
im going back melb soon
very soon
) :

2007-02-04T02:52:00.000+11:00

today was like bad
although after saying my thoughts i felt better
all i wanted was for him to understand me
to know me better

( :

ah chye kor kor had a house blessing today
a holy moly version of house warming
haha
the pastor said loads of meaningful stuff
like how everything starts from the home

i pray that next time when i have a home of my home
i wanna make sure god is there
in every corner of the house i can feel him

"a home can be without a house. a house can be without a home"

after that
had island creamery!
XD

met him and i brought him t botanical garden
the bukit timah side
he never knew botanical garden was from tanglin all the way t bukit timah
HAHA

had fun
walking around and stuff
sat down on a bench
and i actually feel asleep on his lap
oops
talked bout certain stuff
kinda like cleared whatever was in our minds

walked back home after that
brought him tru the ulu small roads near my place
it was fun!
HAHA

we didnt do much today
just eat ice cream
sat down and talked
and walked around
and all within farrer area
but it was nice
really nice
( :

2007-02-03T00:31:00.000+11:00

last day of work
was a lil sad
cause the ppl are all nice
really nice
( :
i had fun working with them in the past 2 weeks

alex from hatc just called me
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
working this sunday and monday
and maybe more!
being a trainer rocks!
i remember the last time
tim-another trainer was doing this course
and he asked the students t write down their problems and stuff
some guy wrote : "i can do everything in christ who strengtens me"
XD
cause tim was talking a lil bout god
but not in a offensive way
he changed the lives of a few kids that day in 3hrs?

i want t change lives too
i made that my new yr resolution
and god gave me a challenge
god gave me him

HAHAHAHA

i swear he's a hard nut t crack
lol
but i'm determined t change his life
if not mine
although i'm already slowly changing mine
( :

i dont know why
but i enjoy working!
XD

to him:
i didnt know why i walked away
i just did
i was bout t burst out in tears
i didnt mean t reject ur calls either
i just didnt know what t say
i just kept thinking
why arent u supporting me?
i thought u loved me
a million thoughts were running tru my head
i dont expect u t change overnight
but what if i cant take it anymore?
what if i've reached my tolerance level?

2007-02-02T02:21:00.000+11:00

sometimes i really hate him
hate him for screaming at me
hate him for making me cry

but sometimes i just love him so much
for making me smile
for making me feel loved

i'm tired
last day of work tml!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

OH YA
had dinner just now
fish fish and even more fish
i swear i was bout t puke everything out
lol

2007-02-01T00:24:00.000+11:00

my head is spinning
) :
not as bad as the other day
but its spinning

work is ending this week
im glad i dont have t wake up super duper early
but part of me wants t continue
cause i had fun!
meeting new people and pushing myself t limits
lol

dinner tml night with family again
fish again
im somehow getting really sick of fish
lol

im having random thoughts
very random ones
=x

2007-01-31T00:43:00.000+11:00

happy birthday claire-ver!
XD

met them for dinner yest at highlander
the atmosphere was rather nice
then off t indochine for drinks
we didnt drink much but we all kinda high
high as in full of laughter
HAHAHA
to end it off
there was a surprise party at claire's place
we kinda chased her back after dinner
and went t her place at 12am
lol
gave her her prsesent
it was a video we did
but credit goes t nana
( :
watched the video
even i was tearing

i really thank god for this bunch of friends i met in a foreign country

work again today
pretty slacked though
then met mummy
went shopping!
we had some 50% voucher at esprit
so met mummy at wisma after that
omg
we shopped like mad
tried on gazillion clothes
i came out with a bag and 2 tops
round 2 tml though!
yay!
if it wasnt for the voucher
our total bill would come up t $600+++
gosh

during dinner yest
we were talking bout r/s and stuff
sth kinda hit me
what happens when love becomes a responsibility?
like u love the person cause you dont want him/her t be sad
dont want him/her t give up on life
etc

have you also thought that friends and parents always want the best for you?
i'm not ready to loose either one to a person i love
i just dont think i'm ready

i think i'm just getting real tired of running this race
) :

OH YA
people out there!
i'm gonna have a bazzaar store soon
tag my board with suggestions on what t sell ya?
thanks! ( :

2007-01-29T03:28:00.000+11:00

i'm tired too

) :

god
help me
dont leave me

2007-01-29T00:53:00.000+11:00

sat

went out to gt my medical done for my visa
walked ard town with him
have nt done it in AGES
haha
went t eat at pastamania
brought back funny memories
with friends and with justin
lol
went t far east plaza for dessert
had some mango dessert
and OMG
there were like tiny roaches on the bench behind me
OMG
OMG

HAHAHAHA

after that met sarah then cabbed down t shawna's place
laugh and laugh and laugh
XD
girl time
lol
stayed there till 10-ishpm

sunday

went t church
sorry god!
was falling aslepp
=x

went shopping with mummy after that
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
bought a top from m)phsis
wanna go back there some other day
nice stuff
lol
came back
fell asleep immeidately
was super super tired

celebrating claire's bday tml
XD
but before that
work
) :

i made a lil prayer today
i told god
i thank him for sherman
and all the happy time's we've spent together
but just give us both strength t overcome the working thingy
cause u're a god which answers prayer
and a faithful god
( :

OH YA
he went t church today
lalalalalala
that really made my day

2007-01-27T00:49:00.000+11:00

work was crazy today
had a million and one things to do
argh

grace came over suntec for lunch
lol
had fun catching up
( :

towards the end of the day
i was getting this terrible headache
) :
my head still hurts now

he screamed at me today
its so unlike him
not once but a few times
part of me wanted to scream back so badly
i was just too tired to
too tired of anger
too tired of tears

i would really do anything to make him happy
just not things that involve compromising responsibility
he says their just lies
he says i dont give a fuck bout him
he says if i enjoy typing so much just go and type

but he also said
i want to be with linette in this life

he claims i can change his mood in an instance
he does that to me too

i always tell him
sometimes doesnt mean you dont see sth its not there
sometimes we have t use our heart t listen

my head still hurts
prob that's why im blogging about funny things
and coming up with funny conclusions

2007-01-26T00:15:00.000+11:00

its exactly 1 mth with him today
XD

happy 1st mth darling!

went t work as usual
kinda work up late
so did he
so he didnt send me t work today
argued a lil on the bus while talking t him
i just couldnt be bothered then

went t work
started calling people!
i had like 100 ppl t call t see if they were attending the traning
i had t call t ppl in india, thailand, etc
omg
i had a huge communication breakdown
HAHAHAAHA

met him for lunch
had like a 1 1/2 hr lunch?
felt really bad
cause mummy always say ppl hire you t work, not t sleep or waste time
argued a lil again
argh
i swear i could kill him then

went back up t work
somehow time passed REALLY REALLY slowly
prob cause i was super tired
came down a lil earlier t meet him

you know what i look forward to when i gt off form work?
his big big hug
( :

ate ben&jerry's
yay!
i love ben&jerry's
HAHA
sat down
laughed like mad
poked fun at each other
( :

i didnt know why
i just wanted t make him happy
prob cause he's unhappy cause of me working?

i dont know why
but i'll do anything to make him happy

to meet you and to fall in love in you was,is and will be my destiny

2007-01-25T02:17:00.000+11:00

2nd day of work

time seemed t pass much faster today
maybe cause i was busy sms-ing him?
lol

i miss him so much

how i wish i can just lay in his arms all this while
( :

today was actully pretty fun
one of those intellectual conversations we have once in a while
we talked bout stocks, properties, etc

as usual
met him in the morning, during lunch and after work
just that today after work
we sat down and talked bout stuff
stuff i dont like
=x

went for dinner just now
another fish dinner
argh
the freaking fish was like 10kg?
lol

im tired
my mind is blank
HAHA

oh wells
off t pick what t wear t work tml
XD

2007-01-23T23:48:00.000+11:00

he's all i ever need

someone complained that i should spare i thought of the single ppl reading my blog
HAHA

its my first day of work!
if it wasnt for him
i would have died
=x

met him at 730am
he came all the way just t spend that 1hr with me before i start work
work was pretty okay
did funny stuff like drawing lines!
HAHAHAHA
basically just did basic admin stuff
then lunch came
met him and we went t the food court t eat
went back up t work
and when i came down after work
he was already waiting for me there

i got a BIG hug when i came down
i wished time would stop then

he's still not really okay with me working
i wanted t hug him so badly and tell him that everything will work out fine
but i didnt have t courage to
cause i made him moody and sad
) :

i just hope we'll work things out

2007-01-23T00:46:00.000+11:00

i wanted t give it all up yest
i couldnt take it anymore

but once again he touched my heart

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i cant help it
each day the love just grows grows grows grows grows

went out t meet him today
went down t idp first
got my visa thingy done
then went t sengkang
watched tv
played ard
HAHA

i swear my boyfriend is a genius
HAHA
and he think's im silly

fine

i never had so much fun
so much tears
and i never wanted mummy and daddy t like someone so much

oh ya
im starting work tml
and im glad he's open up
and compromise with me

because of that
it makes my day even better
even though its already good

HAHA

2007-01-22T02:18:00.000+11:00

went t fcbc today with bell
it talked bout faithfulness
how we serve a faithful god
and he never fails us

so i ask myself
why is god failing me now?

i told mummy bout him this morning
she nagged abit
but she didnt really disapprove or anything
which was good
( :

met him after church cause he went t gt RAIN concert tickets for me
i gave them t mummy and bell though
lol

went t meet mummy and daddy ltr
daddy was screaming bout my job thingy
prob cause mummy told him i lost my job cause he wanted t spend more time with me

it felt like fuck

they kept saying "how can you let someone control your life?"
i didnt
i just did that cause i love him
i was compromising
or am i just making myself feel better

talked about it with him just now
he told me he was going t work
i was seriously damn pissed
he wasnt suppose t go and work
and the best thing was that he didnt tell me
he JUST told me

everything is just not falling into place

came back
read his blog
tears started flowing
i cant help it

okay god
he wrote a lil prayer
so here's mine

dear god,

thank you for putting him in my life
even though we argue sometimes but i still know he loves me
i remembered telling you that this yr, 2007
i want t change either my life or someone else's life
and you brought him to me to change his and my life

we did many firsts together
like going out of town,
going to the airport and watch planes,
or even going to places t eat good food
i treasure all these firsts
and i want more to come

but right now
mummy and daddy are in the way
i want them to know him
i want them to like him
i also want them to trust him
to trust me too
distance is also in the way
but i know with ur grace we wil overcome that

i serve a faithful god

lastly
i just pray you bring him back to you
that he will experience your love once again

( :

thank you god
for everything

amen

2007-01-20T02:12:00.000+11:00

went t sengkang today
new place

so here is how the new home looks

this is so not a HDB flat

i never knew HDB flats had names

which freaking HDB flat has a chanderlier

world's most complicated tv control

HUGE tv

i love the walls in his room

overall: nice
HAHA

went home late today
was suppose t go out for dinner
but i went hm late
was freaking out cause everyone was waiting for me
i never told him this
but i lost my ex partly due t stress from my parents

i dont want to loose him to my parents

but i'm afraid i'll give in to my parents

) :

oh wells
today was fun!
HAHA

my boyfriend rocks!
lol

2007-01-19T03:08:00.000+11:00

jesus said this....

do not let your heart be troubled . trust in god. trust also in me. - john 14:1

when we worry we choke ourselves with all the problems we have
just trust in god and let him take away all your burdens

2007-01-19T02:51:00.000+11:00

i WAS too tired
emotionally drained

spent the morning gathering my thoughts
listening t comments from friends
reflecting on them

conclusion : relationships are risks of loosing the best friendships
but i know that if i continue t involve my friends in my relationship
i wont loose any of them
but then again
a relationship involves 2 people not 2 million

oh wells
im just glad things are over

dinner tml night
yay!

2007-01-18T04:49:00.001+11:00

i hate myself

) :

2007-01-18T03:55:00.000+11:00

one word : fuck

the world doesnt revolve around you
the world is not at your hands to be thrown around

don't think you're in alot of pain
when the ppl closest to you is crying

i love you

i really do

2007-01-18T02:07:00.000+11:00

stayed home today
mummy was being irritating
argh

so i stayed home and irritated my boyfriend

HAHA

part time job : student
full time job : irritate boyfriend

i like ( :

2007-01-17T01:59:00.000+11:00

went t vivocity

my new playground!
XD

walked ard
ate ben&jerrys
yum yum

went t the rooftop where i could see sentosa
sentosa never looked liked that before
HAHA
sat there with him
talked alot of weird stuff like chocolate and caramel
(inside joke)
HAHA
and how MESSY it is
laugh and laugh
gosh

it feels good t be in love huh?
lol

2007-01-16T01:51:00.000+11:00

i can do anything through him who gives me strength- philippians 4:13

everytime i'm faced with a problem
i come back to this
be it with school, family, friends, etc

i'm at a point in life where there's just so much t handle
going to uni and doing well t make mummy&daddy proud
making new friends in uni
finding love all over again

i was never good at multi-tasking
and i'm still not good at it
HAHA

watched blood diamond today
was pretty okay
it made me open up more
like seeing how people trade diamonds for weapons and stuff
little kids holding guns
we all think it exists in hollywood only
but we're wrong

i think i'm getting sick of town
i need a new place t go
i need a new playground!

=x

2007-01-15T03:33:00.000+11:00

love

everyone asks that question in their lives
i cant answer that for you
we all have to go and search for that answer ourselves

i'm glad i found mine
but i'm afraid i'll loose it

loose it to distance?
loose it to a new environment?

my boyfriend loves his ego too much
always trying t be strong in front of me
when clearly he cannot bear to see me leave
he's also the world's most unromantic person
HAHA

but my boyfriend makes me wake up in the morning and smile

went down t town with mummy and aunty shandy today
mummy was being horrible
went t lee hwa t see this necklace
and the only reason why she bought it was cause she liked the design
-_-
gosh

so that's where i gt my genes from
HAHA

2007-01-14T13:55:00.000+11:00

i once blogged about how ironic it is that i came from a 'christian family', but half of my family isn`t christian.
well, its going t be my 2007 plan t unite all the christians in the family, t bring the rest t church.
be it FCBC, BRMC, PLMC, BPMC, in the UK, in the US, in Australia, or the every other corner of the world,
i believe that i`ll see every single on of them worshipping the same God i worship very soon. (:

got this off from bell's blog
HAHA
my 2007 planner/matrix thingy had the same thing
( :

i went t church this morning
and i thanked god for several things

-for bringing daddy safely back from bangkok
-for mummy t be so understanding and tolerant of me
-for bell t be so grown up
-for him

2007-01-14T00:55:00.000+11:00

I vow to love eu this lifetime and i'll repeat this vow in our next.

went down t meet him in town
then he followed me t settle my uni stuff
thanks for accompanying me!

went all the way t plaza sg
he was being nice
lol
ate late lunch and talked bout stuff
its kinda a lil too late t turn back
since we've decided t gt into this
i guess all we can do is hold on

he makes me laugh
he makes me cry
he can be a jerk
he can be sweet

its been so long since i've laugh so hard or cried so hard
its been so long since i've longed t be in someone's embrace
its been so long...

but i'm happy
really happy

thank you
( :

2007-01-13T00:26:00.000+11:00

being in your arms
just sitting there and watchin people walk pass
or even feel tiny rain drops on me
its just priceless

2007-01-12T13:53:00.000+11:00

i had a blast last night
shall upload pics soon
( :

went t Dan Ryan's for dinner cause kelwin's working there
the 4 of us made a scene there
HAHA
laugh and laugh and laugh

i love my girls!

we were talking bout the most random of all random stuff

waited for kelwin t finish work
and went t indochine
he came along too!

thanks for coming down and meeting my friend!
<3

all sorts of funny stuff happended
like how shawna dropped $10 into her martini
how claire broke a martini glass and cut her finger
how kelwin lost his time somewhere inside wisma
HAHAHAHAHA

reminds me of the times in melb

i'm going back t melb soon
i'm really looking forward to uni life and having a ball of my life with my friends
but part of me doesnt want to leave
) :

it's not suppose t be like that

even if we're suppose t part
we should be happy

oh wells
another rainy day
no wonder i'm having mood swings

2007-01-11T02:24:00.000+11:00

i felt like a freaking tourist today
HAHA

went t lavender t collect my passport
met him and went t eunos
HAHA
ULU beyond ULU
actually sat outside the mrt station
gosh
never thought i would do that
lol
then we were off t sengkang t see his new place
pretty nice place
i like the colour of the walls
( :
sat at the playground
just talking

whenever i'm with him
melb seems so far away
like i dont need t go back

) :

went all the way t clementi after that t meet mummy
had t go send josh off
time really pass so fast
lol

one whole day
travelling singapore

how nice
XD

2007-01-10T01:44:00.000+11:00

(11:56 PM) i love darling a: i keep asking daddy why
(11:57 PM) i love darling a: why bought eu so close to my heart and drag eu 123456789 miles away

(2:20 AM) i love darling a: not really . top on the list is to leave eu with wonderful memories
(2:20 AM) i love darling a: to last like 3.5mths

(12:09 AM) 小公主: your girlfriend is gonna be 989765643miles away
(12:09 AM) 小公主: she's always feeling insecure
(12:09 AM) i love darling a: my heart will be there with her
(12:10 AM) 小公主: she's got little/no faith in a long distance r/s
(12:10 AM) i love darling a: ill talk to her daily letting her know there's a boy waiting for her
(12:10 AM) i love darling a: ill draw not only faith and strength in believing this will work
(12:11 AM) 小公主: at first i only thought of what i wanted
(12:11 AM) 小公主: i never asked u what u wanted
(12:11 AM) i love darling a: i want ... well you =)

went for a job interview today
pretty cool job
selling tiger beer
and no its not those coffee shop kind
HAHA
we're like hired by asia pacific brewries

so he came along after that
and he freaking knew the person who interviewed me
omg
he didnt even need t go for the interview and he gt the job
argh
his family already owns half of sg
now he knows half the people in sg too
thank god
his family doesnt own my home

went t sq office at paragon t change my flight
he brought me luck
cause i got the flight i wanted
yay!

went t his sch after that
cause he had t settle some sch stuff
he bullied me along the way
) :
hempf
he ended up following me home and walking me back

we are all learning how to love again
<3

2007-01-09T00:33:00.000+11:00

woke up at like 11am again
have been sleeping really well recently
HAHA

talked t him on msn last night
i didnt want t call
cause i just wanted t see if msn would work for us
lol
so when i go back t melb he wouldnt have t call me everyday

i want to hold your hand and never let go

went out t do some things
met him as well
then we ended up watchin movie at marina
NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM
okay
yes we're slow
haha
but it was really funny

came back after that

daddy's in bangkok
2 words: not fair

i have a lil prayer request today:
i wanna tell mummy about him
i really do
he makes me happy
and like he said, god brought us together

i'll pray and you pray along too okay?

2007-01-07T20:27:00.000+11:00

i've never seen so many ppl attend church till i went t FCBC today

woke up late but still managed t get out of home in time

church was interesting
seeing bell lift her hands and praise
makes me realize i'm getting old
haha
see bell grow up so fast
( :

worship was alright
but sermon was pretty good
i didnt fall asleep!
lol

2007 will be a victorious yr!

3 attitudes to carry forth
(i) always thankful
(ii) always victorious in christ
(iii)always a blessing

3 areas to work in on
(i) personal
(ii) family
(iii)marketplace-->school

3 actions to do
(i) go deep
(ii) look far
(iii)ask big

with all these, we'll be a warrior of light for god

it really made me reflect alot
haha
about my studies, myself, family, and yes, him
it made me want t try harder t bring daddy t church
made me want t strive harder in my studies
made me want t learn more about myself and make some changes
it also made me want to try and bring him back t god

( :

if you
yes you
who's reading my blog
think i'm some holy moly person
u're so wrong!
HAHA

god showed me miricles in my life
because of that
my faith has grown stronger
and i'm like a changed person
XD

enough bout church!

i'm still jobless
) :
i need $$
and i'm getting tired even though i slept 10hrs?
argh

2007-01-07T03:16:00.000+11:00

what do you get when two blind people can see again?

you get two people irritating each other

HAHA

suppose t go t a JC event at zouk
but SOMEONE was late
lol
so we ended up going t the bar at grand copthorne

it was pretty weird at first
that's cause my boyfriend is weird
XD
but it was alright
didnt turn out as bad as i thought it would be
( :

why does he always make things seem so easy?
is it cause he was brought up thinking ~~money~~plastic buys everything?
he keeps telling me a long distance r/s will work out
and we'll gt tru it
but everytime i'm alone i think otherwise

everytime i'm alone
thoughts run wild
be it just being him falling asleep and not replying me
or seeing him keep her sms-es in his phone

is it cause i dont have enough faith in this r/s?
or is it cause of other things( i dont know what though)?

its a sunday tml!
or actually its a sunday today
lol

sunday helps me reflect on my week
and thank god for what he has done
this week i have alot t thank god for
( :

2007-01-05T23:54:00.000+11:00

have been dreaming weird stuff recently
haha

oh ya
i do have a boyfriend
HAHA

its funny how things turn out
god really works in wonderous ways
( :

i didnt have alot of faith in this r/s
he was not interested in putting effort
always making me wait
he even made me cry
i hated him

then he started t open up
telling me his thoughts and feelings
i began t understand him more
he started t put a smile on my face
made me forget bout the world

i dont have much faith in a long distance r/s
but he gave me the strength t believe in the impossible

he may be pure evil and insensitive
but he's trying

love is too strong a word
but i know as the day goes by
we will learn more about each other
be each other's pillar of support
be each other's shelter from the world

i'm slowly starting to let go of the past
creating a new chapter of my life

its really amazing how life treats us

( :

2007-01-04T20:41:00.000+11:00

i like the rain
cause when i walk in the rain
no one knows i'm crying

2007-01-04T16:54:00.000+11:00

suppose t go out but mummy's being psycho
argh

woke up at 630am
i want t kill someone!
HAHA

but im glad i woke up at 630am
lol

was super pissed off last night
grrrrrrrr
was bout t throw my phone out of the window

but i things are more or less settled
i hope

( :

2007-01-02T02:14:00.000+11:00

first post of 2007!

XD

in 2007....

i will be going back t melb
i will be in uni!
i will be making new friends
i hope to grow more in the lord
i hope to do sth significant this yr-either to change someone else's life or mine
i have to coniune to study hard
i have to stop spending un-necessary money

i think that all for now

all i know is that
im looking forward to this year!

2006-12-31T21:24:00.000+11:00

LAST POST OF 2006!

) :

in 2006....
i went t melb

i studied at trinity college

met the most amazing people-sch, cell, etc

celebrated my 18th birthday

went clubbing and drank loads of alcohol

went to bangkok with my family

x'mas was especially sweet cause of you

2006 was a miricle given by god
if it wasnt for his grace,
i wouldnt have gone t melb,
met people i will remember for life,
and wouldnt have grown closer to him and my family

but i'm sure 2007 will be filled with even more surprises

2006-12-29T01:33:00.000+11:00

this yr new yr seems so far away
) :

maybe cause in 2007
i'll be in uni
i'll be turning 19-1 more yr before i'm no longer a TEENager

there's so many things which will take place next yr

but right now

i can only think of you

2006-12-26T16:56:00.000+11:00

xmas dinner was screwed
we're like down-grading our yearly dinners
lol

hopefully NYE's dinner will be better

we actually gt home before 12am!
came back and opened up presents!!

i remember when i was a kid
i would run to the xmas tree at 12am to open my presents
im 18 this yr
and that excitement is still in me
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

its raining now
argh
i dont like the weather
i want the sun!
) :

let's all pray tml will be a sunny day
XD